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The Fish at the End of the Road

Valu Beach, below Tutuala, East Timor

This is not here. This, above, is Valu Beach on the far tip of East Timor. “Here,” for me, right now, is Boulder, Colorado, beneath a fresh dump of snow. I could use a burst of Timorese warmth right now.

I’m traveling to East Timor in mind tonight, thanks to Sasha at Global Table Adventure. She’s cooking her way around the world, all within the confines of her kitchen in Tulsa, Oklahoma. This week, she’s on East Timor, leading me straight back to one mesmerizing weekend several years ago when we camped on island’s edge among village fishermen and a few UN workers on holiday. We foreigners were new to the scene. Fishermen have a 30,000-year history of camping in caves near the Timorese coast. In fact, that history led us to the spot above and the nearby rock walls adorned in the artwork of early travelers.

We ate one of the most memorable meals of our lives on Valu Beach. In lieu of an actual, physical return to East Timor tonight, I offer the story of our fish at the end of the road:

Valu Beach fisherman with his catch

Paradise sits at island’s end. Head east from Dili and rumble along a bumpy road between sea and mountains. Enjoy the ride; you’ll have these hours all to yourself. Stop for a picnic on an empty beach. Marvel at this beauty so untrammeled. But keep going.

Turn south with the road, climbing inland, where cobalt skies kiss ponies on wide plains. See damaged homes and charred buildings—the remnants of East Timor’s long, bitter war for independence from Indonesia. Visit the grave of a king whose descendants still adorn his headstone with candles. Pass a few small villages, then a lake teeming with crocodiles. But keep going.

Climb a hill and crest the world at a little village called Tutuala. Explore an old Portuguese hill station, later occupied by friendly UN policemen. Stay in this spot to watch the sun sag over blooming agave as hundreds of swallows skate on air, while the ocean churns hundreds of feet below. Listen to monkeys chattering in nearby trees. Got a tent? Spend the night if you like. The stars will shine and the air will grow thick with peaceful quiet. But first, take note of the twilight.

From here, you will gaze upon little green humps in the sea below—dozens of Indonesian islands on the horizon. Stoop to the ground and you might find a few corroded bullets, reminders of this country’s recent past. Not long ago, rebel soldiers camped in these hills and hid in nearby caves while fighting for freedom. Think about the history of these hills, but remember: the road keeps going.

It’s nearly five miles downhill to Valu Beach. You can walk or drive, whichever you prefer (although cars are few around here). If you go by foot, you will accompany women and girls en route to the one and only watering hole along the way. You will pass the turnoff to giant caves where Southeast Asia’s ancient travelers painted the walls with pictures in ochre. You are almost there. Keep going.

When you finally reach the end of pavement, turn left for solitude. There, you will find a beach untouched. Watch hundreds of little hermit crabs stitching the sand with swirling paths. Witness great herons on their evening hunt as they swoop over live coral bared at low tide.

If instead you turn right at the shore, you will find a dozen men among outrigger canoes and 3-, 5-, 8-foot tunas hanging from trees. These fishermen camp in caves along the water, spearing fish for the weekend’s trickle of visitors (rarely more than 10). International aid workers arrive in SUVs. They erect tents in the sand and plop their lawn chairs feet from the sea. They sit with wine glasses in hand as a hundred porpoises (yes, 100!) dance through the channel. Perhaps the campers will hire a fisherman for a ride to nearby Jaco Island; perhaps they will stay right here, snorkeling through this living aquarium

No matter how the day passes, dinner will hold its own. Pay a fisherman $10; get the whole damn tuna (or snapper or other catch of the day) grilled with garlic, butter and salt over a beachside flame. It is among the simplest of fish, but it is hard to imagine anything better.

When you get to Valu Beach, you are here, at the end of the road on the eastern edge of East Timor. There is nowhere else to go. And there is nowhere else you will want to.

Fish for sale in the capital, Dili

Fish on a bike, Dili

14 comments to The Fish at the End of the Road

  • Aku

    Karen, this post gave me goosebumps and made me feel a little sick with envy! I’ve been subduing an overwhelming urge to pack up my life and head off to someplace warmer, more tropical, more simple somehow, and this post has definitely given me another push in that direction. Great photos too. I’m bookmarking this for inspiration. Maybe I’ll take the bull by the horns and end up eating a big fresh fish in East Timor.

  • Fantastic post – it reminded me of our time in Mexico. We really want to explore the Pacific islands and S.E. Asia soon. I love the photo of the fish threaded with reeds and looped between bike handles! Ingenious.

  • [...] Bold and intense, this recipe will transport you to the flavors of East Timor and an incredible meal, as remembered by Karen Coates of Rambling Spoon. Read Karen’s story – the inspiration for our recipe. [...]


    What a story. This brought back memories for me of beautiful Timor-Leste, Jaco, Tutuala and the horrendous drive from Dili to get there. The tourism potential of the area is enormous and of course if staying for any length of time, buying fresh local produce will lift any sagging spirits a visitor may have.

    Well done

  • Thanks for sharing your beautiful story. My recipe was just a shadow of your vivid experience, but even still, it was incredible. Thank you, Karen.

  • Nice bunch of fish. I miss fish fries since I became allergic to fish.

  • [...] The East Timor fish on the beach ranks right up there in memory. We’d gone to that end of the island in pursuit of an archaeological story about nearby cave paintings. By chance, we found this incredible beach that was popular (meaning: a handful of other foreigners would show up, pitching tents) at the time as a weekend getaway for UN workers. Villagers would camp in the beachside caves and spend their days spearfishing, as they have for many generations. [...]

  • I prefer to eat fish than meat or beef. I always say fish dishes are health foods which are also reach in protein and good for the heart. Anyways, this is an amazing share. Maybe it is also nice some time to go off shore and catch some fish not just buy in the market.

  • What a beautiful beach and what a life – sun, sand and fresh fish. My idea of heaven!

  • Aku, thanks for reading and I’m happy to offer inspiration. Do take that bull by the horns and find a place that dazzles you!

    Quest for Zest, thank you. I hope you make it to the Pacific Islands and SE Asia this year!

    David, I fully agree – East Timor has almost entirely untapped tourism potential. I can’t wait to get back there.

    Sasha, you are very welcome. Thank you for taking your kitchen around the world.

    Kruzon, I’m sorry. I miss fish since living in the dry American West/Southwest.

    Tina, I love eating in Southeast Asia, where fish is often part of every meal.

    Sian, yes!

  • Sometimes I dream to be a fisherman and find the biggest fishes in the ocean. I like to fish though but I seem to have no time. Great photos here buddy :)

  • What a lovely post! I have been reading you for some time and really enjoy your blog. I’ve shared your site on my blog with a stylish blogger award! Your pictures have always moved me.

  • Matthew, I would like to be in a warm place right now where I could go fishing, too.

    Thank you, Amera. I’m honored.

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